Once the journal/weblog/diary of Tucker, a sometimes-sub. Now mostly taken over by his girlfriend, Trixie, and her thoughts on porn (especially porn focused on guys).
I switched my SCC show from Monday to Thursday at the last minute today. Hope this didn't throw anyone off!!! It's still at the same time though 10:00 PM Pacific Time. We've been missing "Fabulous Door Prize" night at the local movie theatre, not that we've ever won anything. Maybe tonight will be a first!!!
Ahhhh . . . yep took some more pics tonight in this vitage ivory slip. It felt so smooth and silky running across my thigh high stockings and over my ass!!! Trixie was in a cranky mood because of some back pain, but we got through it and got some mighty fine pics to boot.
I've got a present for you!!! This is one from the candy cane shoot. Hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday! Trixie and I will be spending the day with each other. It's going to be nice being away from family for a change.
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I'm having way too much fun doing drag shoots lately!!! I stayed up all night last night trying to take pictures using the timer on the camera. I should have hooked up the laptop so I could see a little better. The pic above was taken by Trixie before she went to bed. We also did a "regular" shoot before that for Christmas featuring me doing naughty things with Santa's Pole (a big fat candy cane).
I posted some of my recent drag pics on my URNotAlone profile. Which is all very exciting. Now if my new corset and wig would just get here!!! I think I need a sugar daddy/mommy to buy me some more womens clothing!
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It sure is nice having some extra days off this time of the year. Trixie and I have been making ample use of it. Pictures, pictures, pictures!!! I've done three sets including a drag set, which I want to do more of and maybe even start a whole other site with.
I just got busted jacking off to tranny erotica by Trixie. There's this GREAT site Fictionmania that I've been going to for years now. It has a ton of male to female transformation stories. Some are pretty tame while others are really over the top. I happend to be reading one that was really over the top involving incest, smoking fetish, and bondage. It's hard to explain how something that sick and twisted could also be such a turn on.
Well I have my show tonight at 9:00 western time. Hope to see you there!!!
Just a few thoughts about our trip to my parents for Thanksgiving. As most of you know Trixie wanted to set the record straight about what she actually does for a living. She found a good oportunity to do so after Thanksgiving dinner while we (my parents, my older brother and his wife, and my younger brother and his girlfriend) were sitting around the table playing a game.
One thing you must realize is that sex was hardly ever spoken of when I was growing up. I still remember the terrible awkwardness of my father trying to explain the "birds and the bees" to me or the sudden uneasiness that filled the room whenever a sex scene came on during a movie. If porno mags were found in my room they would simply disappear, nothing would be said about it. Though I mastrubated nearly everyday (sometimes 2 or 3 times a day) of my teens, my parents never once mentioned the word "mastrubation" to me or bothered to tell me that it was a perfectly natural thing to do. Sex, mastrubation, pornography, erotica: these things were simply never spoken of.
The one experience my parents have had with internet porn is a bunch of mysterious billings showing up on their credit cards from various internet billing companies. This happend on a number of occasions. Turns out my younger brother liked to stay up late and visit naughty sites while mom and dad were fast asleep. And when my parents put an end to that, strange 1-900 numbers started showing up on there phone bills. Yeah - little brother had a bad habit but not half as bad as the other ones he was trying to kick (he is a member of AA and NA and has been sober now for almost 2 years and quite frankly is lucky to be alive today). To them pornography is an addiction and all who view it are addicts.
So here we are sitting around after a nice Thanksgiving dinner when my girlfriend, who they have met only on one other occasion and genuinely like and respect, anounces that she makes adult sites featuring herself. There it was again . . . that awkward silence. That her anouncement didn't break open a rousing discussion of the moral and ethical issues of internet porn or the finer points of amateur pornography was not a huge surprise to me. My mom did manage to ask a few clarification questions but I think she sensed that no one else was jumping in on the discussion so she backed off. All in all I think it went fairly well. No one got up and left the room, no one screamed bloody murder, and no one was disowned.
A few days later my mother and I had a pretty good talk about it, yet I still couldn't bring myself to tell her that I too had a site with my naked butt plastered all over it. She did say that she almost wished that Trixie had never even told them the truth. I guess some people are just more comfortable living in some alternate reality and not knowing the truth . . . floating around in blissful ignorance . . . I guess that's why they're Republicans.
Ahh well life in a white middle-class conservative midwest home. This is why I fled westward!!!
Gee it's good to be back home!!! All in all it was a good trip and a solid reminder as to why I left home in the first place. I'm still reflecting a bit on the trip and trying to digest everything that took place (as well as all the food I scarfed down). Maybe tomorrow I'll have some time to write about it.
Right now it's update time. I was looking over a couple of set's of pictures that Trixie took of me at the House of Blues Hotel while we were in Chicago. Here's a little sample from one of the shoots.
