Once the journal/weblog/diary of Tucker, a sometimes-sub. Now mostly taken over by his girlfriend, Trixie, and her thoughts on porn (especially porn focused on guys).
Weekly Free Pics I finally got around to updating my free pics area today. It had been almost a month since I had posted any new pics. So there are four new galleries up with Trixie's colorful comentary included.
I've kinda had mixed feelings about the freepics area. On one hand I want people to be able to see that there is fresh exclusive content being posted on a weekly basis. On the other hand it's one more thing to do and I don't always get to it on a weekly basis. I could be using that time to write in my blog and post pictures here letting people know what the weekly updates are. I guess it's kind of "six one way, half a dozen the other".
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With Phish finally calling it quits this summer I had the urge to go back and check out the set lists from all the shows that I had been to. From the first show in the tiny Union Ballroom (about 3-400 people max) to my last show at the ever expansive Gorge amphitheatre they have never let me down. It was a wonderful phenomenon to be a part of. Though I never did the full on tour thing I tried to catch them when they were nearby. This, to me, was more than enough to satiate the jones. I saw some great shows, met some great people and danced at some points to where it felt like my feet were no longer touching the ground.
A few quick things that stick out in my mind from Phish shows:
First song from my first show The Landlady. Trey and Mike playing music on trampolines. A bizarre moment at my first show when the music stopped and the members of the band all pointed and laughed at a random guy in the first few rows that the spot light had zoomed in on. It seemed to go on for two or three minutes.
The Ball Jam: One giant sized beach ball for each member of the band. Every time someone in the audience touched the corresponding ball that member would play a note/beat.
Standing in the balcony of the State Theater in Kalamazoo while the band played Golgi Apparatus and seeing my younger brother in the front row bouncing up with his ticket stub flying in the air while they sang the verse "I saw you with a ticket stub in your hand" right in time with the music!!!
A cappela tunes: Memories, Sweet Adeline, Carolina, Freebird!!!
Trey singing into a mini-megaphone on Fee.
Divided Sky at the Gorge at sunset.
Loads of other great times too numerous to go into now. They will be missed!!! Here are the setlists from the shows that I've been to. If anyone has tapes from any of these shows let me know!!!
05-03-92 Michigan State University Union Ballroom, East Lansing, MI 1: The Landlady, Possum, It's Ice, Uncle Pen, Fee, Split Open and Melt, I Didn't Know, Rift, Horn, Runaway Jim
2: Tweezer, Silent in the Morning, Fluffhead, Guelah Papyrus, Mike's Song-> I Am Hydrogen, Weekapaug Groove, The Mango Song, Cracklin' Rosie, Dinner and a Movie, Bouncing Around the Room, Oh Kee Pa Ceremony-> Suzy Greenberg
E: Memories, Sweet Adeline, Tweezer Reprise
12-10-92 State Theater, Kalamazoo, MI 1: Golgi Apparatus, Llama, Foam, Fee, Poor Heart, Split Open and Melt, I Didn't Know, All Things Reconsidered, Reba, Sweet Adeline, Cavern
2: Rift, Tweezer-> Tela, My Sweet One-> Big Ball Jam, Maze, You Enjoy Myself, HYHU-> Love You-> HYHU, Oh Kee Pa Ceremony-> Suzy Greenberg
E: Bold as Love, Carolina, Tweezer Reprise
12-11-92 Michigan Theater, Ann Arbor, MI 1: Runaway Jim, It's Ice, Uncle Pen, Stash, Lizards, Chalk Dust Torture, Guelah Papyrus, Sparkle, My Friend My Friend, Memories, Swing Low Sweet Chariot Jam-> David Bowie*
2: Dinner and a Movie, Mike's Song-> I Am Hydrogen-> Weekapaug Groove, Esther, Bouncing Around the Room, Axilla, Paul and Silas-> Big Ball Jam, Faht, Possum
E: Contact, Good Times Bad Times
*With "Moby Dick" (Led Zeppelin) jam at end of song.
04-17-93 Michigan Theater, Ann Arbor, MI 1: Llama, Foam, Bouncing Around the Room, Stash, It's Ice, Glide, My Friend My Friend, All Things Reconsidered, Golgi Apparatus, Run Like an Antelope
2: Wilson, Reba, The Landlady, Halley's Comet-> You Enjoy Myself, Lifeboy, Oh Kee Pa Ceremony-> Suzy Greenberg, Big Ball Jam, The Squirming Coil
E: Sweet Adeline, Big Black Furry Creature From Mars
04-18-93 Michigan Theater, Ann Arbor, MI 1: Rift, Guelah Papyrus, Split Open and Melt, Sparkle, The Divided Sky, Fee-> Maze, Horn, I Didn't Know*, Cavern
2: Poor Heart, Tweezer, The Horse-> Silent in the Morning, Possum, Mound, Big Ball Jam, Mike's Song-> Ya Mar, Walk Away, HYHU-> Love You-> HYHU, Tweezer Reprise
E: Amazing Grace, Rocky Top
*Instead of the usual vac or trombone solo, Page leads an inquiry into the previous night's encore ("BBFCFM") for about five minutes. He calls up a few people to tell what they thought about it, and then asks Mike and Trey to figure out what went wrong. Then they finish "I Didn't Know".
08-11-93 Club Eastbrook, Grand Rapids, MI 1: Buried Alive, Runaway Jim, Weigh, It's Ice, Ginseng Sullivan*, My Friend My Friend, The Mango Song, Stash, Sparkle, Cavern
2: Mike's Song-> Great Gig in the Sky-> Weekapaug Groove, Esther, All Things Reconsidered, Bouncing Around the Room, Rift, Jesus Just Left Chicago, My Sweet One, Run Like an Antelope
E: Sweet Adeline, Bold as Love
*First time played.
06-19-94 State Theater, Kalamazoo, MI 1: Suzy Greenberg, Julius, Lizards, Axilla [Part II], The Curtain, Fast Enough for You, Scent of a Mule, Stash, Golgi Apparatus
2: Faht, Run Like an Antelope, If I Could, Reba, Makisupa Policeman, The Squirming Coil, My Sweet One*, Highway to Hell
E: Freebird
*Acoustic and without mics.
11-18-94 MSU Auditorium, Michigan State U., East Lansing, MI 1: Rift, AC/DC Bag, Julius, The Horse-> Silent in the Morning, It's Ice, Tela, Split Open and Melt, Butter Them Biscuits*#, My Long Journey Home*
2: Llama, Bathtub Gin, Lifeboy, Poor Heart, Tweezer-> Contact, Possum
E: Sweet Baby's Arms*#, Runaway Jim*
*With Rev. Jeff Mosier. "Sawmill" with Trey on fiddle. #First time played.
10-02-95 Seattle Arena, Seattle, WA 1: Poor Heart, Wolfman's Brother, Rift, Chess Jam*, Night Moves Jam*, Stash, Acoustic Army, Fog That Surrounds-> Theme From the Bottom, Tela, David Bowie
2: Wilson, Cars Trucks Buses, Bathtub Gin, Llama, Simple, Keyboard Army, Slave to the Traffic Light, Hello My Baby, Lizards, Run Like an Antelope
E: A Day in the Life
Baby Gramps opened. *First time played.
11-23-96 Pacific Coliseum, Vancouver, BC, Canada 1: Chalk Dust Torture, Guelah Papyrus, Cars Trucks Buses, The Divided Sky, Punch You in the Eye, Mid-Highway Blues*, Split Open and Melt, Rift, Funky Bitch
2: The Curtain-> Mike's Song-> Simple-> Makisupa Policeman-> Axilla-> Weekapaug Groove-> Catapult, Waste, Amazing Grace, Harry Hood
E: Good Times Bad Times
*First time played.
11-24-96 Memorial Coliseum, Portland, OR 1: Poor Heart, AC/DC Bag, All Things Reconsidered, Bouncing Around the Room, Reba, Character Zero, Strange Design-> Taste, I Didn't Know*, Sample in a Jar, Run Like An Antelope
2: Also Sprach Zarathustra-> Sparkle-> David Bowie, A Day in the Life, You Enjoy Myself, Loving Cup, Suzy Greenberg
E: Ginseng Sullivan, Cavern
*With "Because" (The Beatles) tease.
11-27-96 Key Arena, Seattle, WA 1: Julius-> My Friend My Friend-> Ya Mar, Chalk Dust Torture, The Sloth, Uncle Pen, Free-> Theme From the Bottom, Bold as Love
2: Down With Disease-> Jesus Just Left Chicago-> Scent of a Mule*, Tweezer**-> Down With Disease Jam, The Star Spangled Banner, Fire
E: Waste, Tweezer Reprise
*Trey scats to the "Brady Bunch" theme for a few minutes amd includes a vacuum solo. **With "Sweet Emotion" (Aerosmith) quote.
09-10-99 Gorge Amphitheatre, George, WA 1: Farmhouse, First Tube, Twist Around, The Divided Sky, Ginseng Sullivan, Carini, What's the Use, Will It Go Round In Circles*
2: Down With Disease > The Moma Dance > Piper -> Fee -> Gotta Jiboo*, I Saw It Again, Split Open and Melt, Cavern, David Bowie
E: The Squirming Coil
*First time played (by Phish; Trey played it on his May 1999 solo tour)
Latest Update Well after a few technical difficulties I managed to do my first cam show on GayCamz.com. I'm hoping I'll have a little better turn out for my shows there. Also my members will have access to all the other guys on the site too!!! At least I won't get chatters coming in and asking "is this a gay show?".
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I love the way my latest picture set came out. Trixie did a great job with these pics!!!
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Odds and Ends So I ended up sending the email to Len's mom for him (though I damn near forgot it at the last minute). It really does make me feel good that by doing such a tiny thing I can help make someone's day just a little brighter. This was the reply I got from Len.
Tucker, Thank you for the note to Mom!! She was so surprised and pleased...even shed some tears that you would do that!
You are not only a sexy, hot stud but you are a warm and caring man...don't ever change.
You can never have too much good karma . . . maybe that's why I got so lucky over the weekend while AmberLily and her hubby Tiny were here(though I don't think Len would have approved).
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This is one of the tamest pictures in the set. You'll have to check out Trixies Journal to see where things led from there. It really was a very sweet and at times very intense experience. It's been such a long time since I've been with another woman. It's strange how different two bodies can smell and taste and feel. I'm not going to do the compare and contrast/apples and oranges thing. It was, however, nice to be able to experience something different sexually in such a safe environment. It was also really nice to be able to share that experience with our partners, who were breathing heavy behind their cameras and camcorders most of the time, hehehehe.
Anyway, I had a wonderful time and a wonderful weekend. It's too bad our new friends are moving so far away. We'll just have to save up for a little vacation time!!!
Len's Email I justed got the sweetest email from one of my members!!! Len is the one I posted about here after I found out about some health issues he was having. Part of the reason there was extra stress in his case is that he is also the sole caregiver for his mother who suffers from Parkinson's disease and has to look after her 24/7. Anyway I was delighted to get this email today from Len:
"I know you are busy beyond belief....but I have a small favor to ask. My Mothers 80th birthday is coming up on Sunday. If you have time to send her a wish at my e-mail address, I know it would thrill her. She will sometimes ask me if I have heard from Tucker this week.....I always share the "G" rated pictures and notes with her."
Is that cool our what!?!? Out of all the requests I've ever gotten from my site, this is by far the best (and the one that I will feel the best about fulfilling).
The second part of the email was an update on his medical situation:
The doctor did more blood tests yesterday and I should get the results in about two weeks. He said if there is no improvement from last time we will have to decide our options and so a biopsy."
So more waiting around for Len. Let's all keep our fingers crossed!!!
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Quickie I can't believe that I haven't written in here in so long. It's that time of the year for me. Too many things to do too little time. My head has been spinning.
With the nicer weather we have been able to get outside to take pics which is really nice. You can't beat the natural light. Now we just have to figure out the best settings on the camera for outside shooting.
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My show on Thursday was really fun!!! I think it's the first full show I've actually done solo. There was some really hot double fisted pumping action going on, as well as copious amounts of lube being squirted (of course other things were squirting too!!) ;-) Last night I did some camming as Delia too.
Okay that's a quick little update. Hopefully I be writing more soon!
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