Once the journal/weblog/diary of Tucker, a sometimes-sub. Now mostly taken over by his girlfriend, Trixie, and her thoughts on porn (especially porn focused on guys).
So I finally got to meet Trixie's "friend" Ewan. They used to do shows together on iFriends and she has been trying to get him up here to do pictures for my site . . . among other things. Trixie did a good job of summing up Ewan in her last journal entry here. He seemed like a nice enough guy to me . . . though not really my type. A little too young and boyish for me. But we had a great dinner and hung out at home and drank some rum and watched a movie.
I was begining to think that nothing was going to happen when we went to bed leaving Ewan on the couch watching the rest of K9 (Trixie's pick). I was pretty beat and the spiced rum had gone to my head. When we got to bed though we started fooling around again. This time Trixie got up to retrieve our guest. I don't think she even said anything about it, just got a little twinkle in her eye and left the room. Okay she may have said "I going to get him" or something like that.
I was completely naked at this point and Trixie may have had a skimpy top on or something and here comes Ewan fully clothed and jumps into bed and pulls up the covers. We're both like . . . okay, are you gonna take those off or what? Anyway, I'm not going to do a play by play here but naughtiness soon ensued. Ewan was a little over zealous at first. When he started giving me a hand job, I thought he was gonna rip my cock right off !!! But he soon settled down a bit. He did suck my cock (and did a pretty good job I might add) but didn't want me to return the favor, which is probably just as well since I'm not sure if I would have or not. I've only gone down on a couple of guys and it was after feeling really comfortable with them. Anyway it was definately a fun night with only a few of those 'okay where do I go now' moments. We all ended up in a triple spoon with Trixie in the middle.
The next day Trixie got her pictures which we'll be featuring soon on my site. . . so keep an eye out!!!
I forgot how cool a good suit can make you feel. We just got done doing a shoot and I'm still sitting here in my grey pinstripe three piece suit reluctant to remove it. I feel all suave and sophisticated, dressed to the nines, ready for martinis and high stakes gambling!!! Instead it's Miller and lil' smokies. Oh well, one can still pretend . . . oh cocktail waitress!!!
There was a strange chill in the air today. The cool breeze and overcast skys hinted towards days to come. You have no idea how exciting that is to me . . . autumn is on it's way! Yipeee!!!!! I don't know why but fall has always been my favorite season. Leaves turning color, pumpkins and squash, kids going back to school, cooler shorter days are all things I look forward to during the dog days of summer. Today I tasted all those things on the cool moist air . . . and they tasted good!!! I even came home and made a big pot of soup. I love autumn!!!
I've been spending a lot more time working at home lately. Trixie has given me a few new things to work on and shown me a few "ins and outs" of the business. We've gotten more content shot this week than we've ever had in the past!!! So it's been exciting and challenging and productive.
Naming Houseboy
I decided a few weeks ago that houseboy needed a name, other than houseboy. Choosing a name for yourself is harder than it sounds, at least for me was. I'm so used to MY name that it's really hard to find something else that fits. I wanted something with a little flare, but not over the top, something that would work well with Trixie both in phonetics and flavor. After coming up with a plethora of names, I was able to narrow it down to about three that I liked.
I started thinking about these three throughout the week and mentally started calling myself each one at different times, sometimes saying it out loud. Seeing how each one felt. Saying it together with Trixie and seeing how that felt. Soooo. . . . after all that consideration and tossing back and forth I decided on a name. Drum roll please >>>>>>>>>> So without further ado >>>>>>>>>>>> I give you Tucker Lee!!!
It's gonna take awhile for it to settle in. Like a new pair of jeans; a little crunchy at first but after few months of wear and tear they're as comfortable as can be.
I skipped out on work today. AHHHHHHHH . . . it reminds me of being a teenager and cutting class. Suddenly a whole day is open with no plans or commitments. Not that there aren't a million things that I could be doing and have been meaning to get done. But this morning is starting at a very leisurely pace, having already enjoyed a morning roll with Trixie and breakfast in bed. The old rolling start ;-)
Dinner and a Baby
The other night we had dinner with my ex-wife's ex-girlfriend, her 1 year old baby girl and her new girlfriend. It was great to see her and her absolutely adoreable baby. We've gotten to the point where the main topic of conversation is no longer my ex-wife/her ex-lover. I'm glad that our relationship was able to evolve beyond that point and that we have been able to remain such good friends. It was nice catching up with her and hearing about the trials and tribulations of motherhood. I think we spent most of the time however chasing after the toddler. She loves to be the center of attention and actually became the entertainment for the evening. Some of you may have seen her on sticking the voyeur cams in her mouth. Attack of the 70 ft. baby!!!!
Wow what a day!!!! Fun but exhausting. I just got done with my Sex Cam Central show. It seems to be getting easier each week. Good group, though I wonder how much my members are actually taking advantage of it????
We also got a photo shoot in and managed to do some shopping before hand. Houseboy needed some new duds. . . . new hats, new wife beaters, new pjs, and new boxers. That ought to keep me going for a while.
I've been going through the whole straight job/porn work dilemma lately. Both avenues seem to be thriving right now and I know if I put the energy into it either one would be sucessful. It seems that I'm being drawn more and more to "the dark side" and I seem to be enjoying it more and more. There are still aspects of my straight job that I truely love and feel like I'm putting further and further into jeopardy. Can one have their cake and eat it too?
Well my show on SCC went a lot better this week. Trixie did the camera work and helped out in chat agian. Of course she also helped out in other ways . . . . . I had forgotten what a good rim job feels like!!! Oh, her feet also got into the act at the request of a viewer. She got to smear her feet all over my cum soaked belly. Anyway, we had a good time and continued to have a good time until the wee hours of the evening.
AHHHHH. . .. I'm so jealous right now. My little bro just called me from a Dead show in Chicago. Robert Hunter, Bob Dylan and the re-formed Grateful Dead with Warren Haynes on guitar. They were right in the middle of St. Steven-->The Eleven. Okay he just called back and all I heard was a jamming New Potatoe Caboose!!!!
We used to go to shows all the time through the late 80's - early 90's. Those were some goooooood times! But also some pretty fucked up times. Yes houseboy is a closet Dead Head!!! He even had a nappy head full of dreads and drove a '78 VW bus (Katie Mae) for years. There are even three cases full of dusty bootlegs stashed away in the spare room.
It's been said before and I'll say it again, there's nothing like a Grateful Dead show!!!!
I've been stung by ground hornets twice in the past two weeks. I'm starting to think the little bastards have it in for me. Occupational hazzard I guess.
The first time two of the little buggers got me on the calf after running a lawn mower over their nest. I guess I'd be a little pissed if someone ran over my home. We took care of them with the Raid can though. . . .it was a campaign of shock and awe that few survived.
The second time was in a juniper bush that I was pruning. I wander if was just bad Karma for wiping out the first hive. The guy I was working with shouted LOOK OUT!!! and RUN!!!! But it was too late and soon I felt the sting pulsing through my forearm. We decided to let that hive go until winter and sneak up on them while they're sleeping.
So my arm has been itching like a mother fucker for the past couple of days and has been so swollen that if I had a little anchor tatoo I'd look like Popeye. Benadryl seems to help but knocks me out. I've been passed out by like 9:00 two nights in a row. It's kind of nice to be able to sleep for 10 hours straight. It feels much better today though. . . .thank goodness other wise I'd be tempted to get out the wire brush!!!
Spare Room Sex The moon looks like a little toe nail clipping in the sky right now. Trixie and I had sex in the guest room for the first time in the new house. It's kind of weird because the window is right at the same level as the bed and we still don't have curtains. So the little neighbor kids may have gotten a bit of an eye full as they were playing out in the street. Actually it was pretty tame compared what sometimes happens when we start to roll!!!!
